2018 is a sacred 11 year for us; here’s how to align with this extraordinary energy…

The year 2018 digits down to an 11/2 year for all of us collectively. Here’s how to make the best of this year’s world energy and move forward gracefully: This is a year for connecting deeply with others. You won’t feel so all alone as new partnerships form in your life and in the world around you.

It’s a slower, sweeter year; one in which we nurture what we’ve already started rather than pushing hard to launch something new.

Success hinges on opening our hearts, trusting our collective heightened intuition, and saying yes to collaboration. It’s important to be receptive.

We will all soften the forceful energy we thrived on last year. And we all might feel highly sensitive; but don’t let this get in the way. Your solution is to become the source of love for others–even when you’re feeling wounded.

2018 is also a highly charged year of personal illumination and intellectual achievement. We’ll be inspired to heal our relationships and accomplish our most inspired work.

Our collective intuition, inspiration, and artistic creativity are magnified and so is our sensitivity. Daily meditation or prayer will strengthen us and reinforce our connection to the divininity within each of us. 

Choose to spend time with highly evolved, conscious people who inspire you to create. Small talk and meaningless social engagements will feel especially draining in 2018 because of our heightened sensitivity.

Dig in to the raw, real you and share it as authentically as you can. This is the message of 2018 and we can all thrive within this inspired, intuitive highly-charged year.

This could be our best year yet for developing spiritual, intuitive, and artistic gifts to change our world for the better.


Join our Divine Reinvention Webinar Saturday Feb 3, 2018from 9 am to 4 pm MST.

2017 was a rough year for many people and as we launch into 2018 let’s clear out old frustrations and disappointments; and affirm and intuit our greatest path of success, health, happiness, wisdom and personal power for 2018. 

I’ll share a number of effective tools including denials, affirmations, meditations, visualizations, intuition, numerology, understanding highest use of personal power, writing our new stories and outlining steps for moving forward. 

Let’s shift ourselves and each other into highest good and divine illumination in 2018. We all deserve a reset. Let’s do this! Join us Saturday Feb 3, 2018 from 9 am to 4 pm MST.This is a webinar so you can join us from anywhere in the world!

2018 is a sacred 11 year for us; here’s how to align with this extraordinary energy…

The year 2018 digits down to an 11/2 year for all of us collectively. Here’s how to make the best of this year’s world energy and move forward gracefully: This is a year for connecting deeply with others. You won’t feel so all alone as new partnerships form in your life and in the world around you.

It’s a slower, sweeter year; one in which we nurture what we’ve already started rather than pushing hard to launch something new.

Success hinges on opening our hearts, trusting our collective heightened intuition, and saying yes to collaboration. It’s important to be receptive.

We will all soften the forceful energy we thrived on last year. And we all might feel highly sensitive; but don’t let this get in the way. Your solution is to become the source of love for others–even when you’re feeling wounded.

2018 is also a highly charged year of personal illumination and intellectual achievement. We’ll be inspired to heal our relationships and accomplish our most inspired work.

Our collective intuition, inspiration, and artistic creativity are magnified and so is our sensitivity. Daily meditation or prayer will strengthen us and reinforce our connection to the divininity within each of us. 

Choose to spend time with highly evolved, conscious people who inspire you to create. Small talk and meaningless social engagements will feel especially draining in 2018 because of our heightened sensitivity.

Dig in to the raw, real you and share it as authentically as you can. This is the message of 2018 and we can all thrive within this inspired, intuitive highly-charged year.

This could be our best year yet for developing spiritual, intuitive, and artistic gifts to change our world for the better.


Join our Divine Reinvention Webinar Saturday Feb 3, 2018from 9 am to 4 pm MST.

2017 was a rough year for many people and as we launch into 2018 let’s clear out old frustrations and disappointments; and affirm and intuit our greatest path of success, health, happiness, wisdom and personal power for 2018. 

I’ll share a number of effective tools including denials, affirmations, meditations, visualizations, intuition, numerology, understanding highest use of personal power, writing our new stories and outlining steps for moving forward. 

Let’s shift ourselves and each other into highest good and divine illumination in 2018. We all deserve a reset. Let’s do this! Join us Saturday Feb 3, 2018 from 9 am to 4 pm MST.This is a webinar so you can join us from anywhere in the world!

Your Divine Reinvention is right on schedule for 2018!

Your divine reinvention is right on schedule for 2018! I think we can all agree that inner change is required – by all of us – if we intend to keep living together here on Planet Earth.
The darkness and hatred that’s been revealed in the political climate of 2017 has pushed us to a tipping point. Today, quiet your mind through meditation and ask yourself:
Who do I intend to be in 2018? What world do I want to see that serves all of our highest good?
What role can I play (using my unique gifts) to help serve the highest good of humanity in 2018?
How can I empower myself to live up to my greatest divine potential?
How can I step up and show up in a braver way – to be more aligned with the light than ever before?
How can I empower others to live up to their greatest divine potential?
What’s one baby step I can take today to begin my divine reinvention?
Let’s do this! Together we can shift 2018 into the light and away from the darkness of our discontent.
I’d love to help you get started…

Your Divine Reinvention is right on schedule for 2018!

Your divine reinvention is right on schedule for 2018! I think we can all agree that inner change is required – by all of us – if we intend to keep living together here on Planet Earth.
The darkness and hatred that’s been revealed in the political climate of 2017 has pushed us to a tipping point. Today, quiet your mind through meditation and ask yourself:
Who do I intend to be in 2018? What world do I want to see that serves all of our highest good?
What role can I play (using my unique gifts) to help serve the highest good of humanity in 2018?
How can I empower myself to live up to my greatest divine potential?
How can I step up and show up in a braver way – to be more aligned with the light than ever before?
How can I empower others to live up to their greatest divine potential?
What’s one baby step I can take today to begin my divine reinvention?
Let’s do this! Together we can shift 2018 into the light and away from the darkness of our discontent.
I’d love to help you get started…

My Shared Death Experience

Loved speaking at the IANDS conference this weekend. I shared an except from Water Oak: The Happiness of Longing that describes what’s being called a “shared death experience” – something that many people experience when a loved one dies. Here’s the excerpt:
Paul appears to me now in a dream, wakes me from a deep slumber on the floor beside the hospital bed. He’s vibrantly healthy, happy and smiling, pulling me to stand up. “Wake up” he says. “Wake up and hold me like you said you would.”
 
 I open my eyes and realize another day has cycled in through the hospital window, illuminating us with rainy light, dappled and glowing. His labored breathing hasn’t changed. 
 
“Paul was just with me. He’s ready to go,” I say to his mother, moving to stand by the bed. She nods. We ask everyone to leave and we stand beside him, looking out the window at the soft summer rain, the green gentle foothills sloping upwards. We rub his arms and legs. “Go play outside my baby, I’ll always love you. I’ll be okay. You’re free to go,” I whisper in his ear. 
 
At those words, his tortured breathing stops; he takes one peaceful sigh and the light leaves his body. I watch it rise and travel up through the window and out to the green hills. We move to the window watching; the rain seems to lift briefly, then sprinkle again, sunlight peppering in through the clouds, shining in on us – a golden surprise.
 
This is a moment beyond words. My logical mind can’t understand it. But my heart and soul know. I’ve just witnessed a miracle; an everyday miracle, a soul lifting peacefully from a body, slipping into the invisible. It’s not a death. What a very wrong thing to call it. He shifted gracefully into something, purposefully, lovingly towards – not away from. He freed himself, leaving like a gentle kiss, slipping blissfully towards what I once called heaven.
 
I feel giddy, without borders, lifted. I know in an instant that there is a rule, a law, a purpose to everything, to my life, to Paul’s pain; that I’ve always been guided, held to the task I came here to accomplish. This sense of knowing follows me for days and weeks. 
 
I see the divine order within each moment; signs that all is well in every conversation with a friend, in the magical apartment that Paul reveals to me in a dream and I rent the next day. I feel light and free, untethered and joyful, without appetite for food or sleep. 
 
Living in the invisible realms now, my true home, I’m aware of the briefness of earthly lifetimes. I feel held by the angels who cherish me; they whisper in my ear at night when Paul visits, wrapping his fuzzy legs around mine in bed; holding me close until an angel calls him away. This physical world is truly not real and it’s such a relief to know it. Fully. Vividly. Through my senses know it. Costumes peel away. I see spirit everywhere. Paul has taken me with him.
 
Until my body pulls me back down to this weighty realm – the one I agreed to live in. But I don’t want to feel this heaviness, don’t want to be fully back in the body. I want my awareness to perch above it, heart soaring in the invisible. Everything I want is there not here and yet my body comes tumbling down, crashing into the earth with such force that I dry heave all night. It’s been four weeks, maybe five, since Paul died.
 
The lack of food and sleep, the exhaustion from months of changing canisters of bile, adjusting tubes, filling syringes, measuring fluids, giving shots, counting pills, sleeping on the floor beside his bed, praying, cheering, living fearlessly in dark terror of what awaited.
 
Those vivid pictures of Paul’s disintegration pour back into my soul now poisoning my once sweet dreams of him. I feel sick, sicker than I’ve ever felt. Friends grow concerned over my weight loss, take me to dinner. The smell of food sends me running outside of every café, every restaurant, every kitchen. Dry heaving in the grass. Embarrassed. Just want to go home. Finally I eat grapes and they stay.
 
I need to write, to tell this story, the story of Paul. I spend hours at the typewriter filling in the details of pain. I write 90,000 words of torture. No one can read it. Too much suffering but how well I’ve documented it. Perhaps journalism school, they suggest. But it’s what happened to Paul, I tell them. Doesn’t matter. Un-publishable.
 
But I must tell it. Start journalism school. Get a job at the paper. Profoundly wise editor pushes me to write an article about the Boulder Hospice. I finally do. It breaks me wide open.
-By Sue Frederick