I Love You

wise fears

Thank you, fear, for being such a powerful teacher, for waking me at night with heart tremors, for unplugging me from my source, for taking on the illusion of bills to pay, a business to grow, a book to write, children to provide for, a husband dying of cancer, a boyfriend leaving, and terrifying self doubt. Such magnificent lessons!
God bless you, fear, for getting my attention more than everything, more than anyone, more than love, more than joy. You found me when no one else could. You sought me out, pushed me into corners, made me weep, made me angry, and broke me in half. Finally, fear, you broke me wide open…. 
And for that moment of total surrender to the divine, I am deeply grateful. Only then did I embrace my soul again and step fully into the light – refusing to ever go back into your dungeon, refusing to ever be your prisoner again.
Fear, my old friend, I recognize you now when you come to me in the night, disguised as bills, illness, heartbreak, grief or disappointment. – I recognize you, master of disguises. I recognize you by the stirring in my gut as you approach, the quickening of my heart rate, the frantic pacing of my thoughts. Ah ha! It is only you! 
And you, fear, are not real…
You are the boogeyman I planted in my closet. The one I told to awaken me in the night so I would learn to dance with you instead of scream and cry. So I would learn to use you as fuel to help me reach my next level. So I would see ultimately that you are my friend, my fertilizer, my divine companion on this journey to rediscover my soul.
I embrace you, fear, because without you I would be nowhere. I would never have jumped off my first cliff into the unknown. I would never have stepped into my first terrifying adventure that changed everything. I would never have found my voice. Because without you, fear, I would still be sleeping….
You can stay in the closet or you can dance with me. It makes no difference. My light cannot be diminished. It never could. But it took you showing up for me to discover that.
Now I love you so much, fear, that I can’t find you – no matter how hard I look. My love has destroyed you, flooded your darkness, washed away your disguises, illuminated every crevice where you once hid. 
When I turn to face you, I only see divine order in your place. I only feel my burning heart pulsing with gratitude, my arms stretching up to grasp the hand that lifts me into the light.

 

I See Your Soul Mate: An Intuitive’s Guide To Finding And Keeping Love

Guest Post by: Diana Page Jordan

Listen to The Open Book with DianaPageJordan Show, where we reveal the real reason why you will meet your soul mate – and how to accelerate that process.

The Pythagoras you met in High School Math bears no resemblance to the mystical numerologist in Sue Frederick’s newest book I See Your Soul Mate: An Intuitive’s Guide to Finding and Keeping Love. Sue says in 580 BC, Pythagoras revealed that numbers are the gateway to understanding our soul’s mission. She says every number has a vibration, which that Ancient Greek had all figured out.

Too bad his most fascinating wisdom got stripped in the re-telling.

It sounds a bit airy-fairy, doesn’t it – you add up the numbers in your birth date, and it reveals your destiny. But, there is a definite ring of truth.

In its most simple version, you add up the birth date of the lover you desire, to learn that birth path. You add up your birth date for the birth path. Then, you add Read more